| Thursday, February 17th, 2005 |
| 2:15 am |
whatever
hey ladies and gents i know i dont really update this thing...but who cares no one reads this anyways. well uhh i proabbyl wont be on this or i wont be on it ever again. i ahve a myspace that yo uguys can go to. i tihnk everyone here has my myspace but idk whatever btw i delted my blist on aim somehow so i.m. if you want me to ever talk to you on it cuz i dont have ne ones sns ne more. |
| Thursday, January 6th, 2005 |
| 2:18 am |
my my myspace is down?!
hey well i never blog here but since my myspace is down for some maintenence i said i might as well blog here yes here as in right here! heh ne ways to teh only two people that read this ne ways the two side kicks sarah and chernel hahaha yes i clalled you two side kciks so i guess ill like write this personally out to you two! heh well sarah i miss ya for going off to davis! stupid smart ass! and i always keep in mind that the best thing you ever told me was to be smart is to just copy someone elses work! i mean you didnt tell me that! but ne ways you and me should hang out and kick it and then we can drive around with abunch of people in the car and paly sex again and ill lose and nvm i dont like getting naked. hahahah and uhhhhh i wish i had some pants on right now becuase its cold. And chernel! i love you kid you know your the best in the world and stuff. i less then three both of yalls bruah. Muhahaha im so tired right now i can kick a whale or soemthing like it. I can pretty mcuh say that theres absolutly nothing oging on in my life right now muhahaha and i get to have a class with all freshman! i mean there like whys that freshman have a beard and im like wtf why are they soooooooooo little! sopt making fun of me!! i know you guysa re! ill punch yall in the vaginal cavity! ne ways my head hurts and i cant sleep worth shit im really not sure wtf is going on hahaha i havent slept in for only god know s how long heh. In other news im almost 18 boooooya i gettin my license 28th i tihnk and then im getting a tatoo and a piercing and then a credit card and then im signing up for hte marines. beh sounds kinda stupid no? but hell i figure if i got a death wish might as well serve it some use in a warszone lol peace peoples. Current Mood:  jealousCurrent Music: maroon 5 -she will be loved |
| Friday, October 8th, 2004 |
| 11:01 pm |
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you love me? 5. Do you talk to me a lot? 6. Am i fun to talk to? 7. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 8. Describe me in one word. 9. What was your first impression? 10. Do you still think that way about me now? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. Whats one thing that we had and was only ours? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Ever wanted to ask me something, but couldn't? 17. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? |
| Saturday, September 25th, 2004 |
| 11:16 pm |
hey all my people....uhh wasup with yall? well uhhh not much going on. got my report card teh other day. Im not failing all my classes but the grades are pretty much trashed heh. got to pick that up. Didnt do much to day help my mom around in her house for a lil. then i spent the rest of the day at sarahs house. it wasnt bad at all. the only thing is i felt sorta awkward becuase i thought her parents would have a talk with me about me and her getting engaged. They didnt so it worked out all good. egh i got work tomarrow and i have a splitting headache really bad right now. ummmmim done writing i guess. later peopel... PS hey babe i love you if your reading this! but i doubt you are cuase you havent updated yours in a long time and yo uhave no internet loser!! jk i love you :) |
| Thursday, September 16th, 2004 |
| 2:09 am |
2 o clock!!>!>
well its 2 o clock and it kinda sucks and im justwriting in here becuas ei never do. Well whats been going on uhh i bought a video camera. And i have something big planned for the greatest girl in the world saturday. But she reads this sometimes so im not saying what. im tired as fuck just ifnished a lab report so yay. me and my homie are probably going to go out tomarrow and chill, yeh that s you ry. and uhhh im not toatlly failing all my classes kinda. id probably be getting all fs if my baby didnt help with ym hw. or push me to do it ;) (i love you) thats all im going tow rite for now im to tired to go on. oo wait i jacked my bosses ice cream today out of the fridge and ate it like in two seconds hahaha i had the worst brain freeze ever but they didnt know i ate it it was great. time for bed night the grand total of 3 peopel that read this |
| Sunday, September 5th, 2004 |
| 4:31 pm |
Ye to those who do unto others as lead by example
well today has ben a good day.i feel enthused and exited after my number one homie JI JI JI JENNON derty Martinez has lent me some $.not to mention he was humble enough to give me a ride going shopping for some really important stuff.that son of a bitch won MVP at yesterdays scrimage at them scouts r looking at him for scholarships,also not to mention he made east sac News so its like everyones after my nugga.Yet he deserves it .he hooked me up w ROTC stuff cus............oh yea hes the colonel.Us editors in chiefs gotta have each others back.tahat man is a Icon to ALL.hel say the word to hia troops and its done like jason the xo and robert th seargent major.wel scince i am the shit to ,studs gota have each others bak...............................oh fuck that ashley girl called..............needs info on you know who!that fuckin pimp.were all fittin 2 party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jasomn swweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet fong Current Mood:  exanimateCurrent Music: elton john rocket man |
| 4:27 pm |
Getting off your own program
today I got paid 15,000 dollars and i m rich wooooooooo hhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! Current Music: bethoven syp.9 |
| Thursday, August 12th, 2004 |
| 11:05 pm |
third day from the last of summer
well i cant say i wasted my summer i did do something everyday for like since it started. i only wish i couldve had a longer summer :/ well ne ways some of the more funner things i have done were probbaly: 1.I played nam with my homie G 2.Got a new paintball gun 3.hung out with ry 4.went to the mall about 32563473457 times 5.made my own line of clothing 6.worked like 200+ something hours 7.switch class like 10 times 8.saw about like 6 movies or something 9.did behind the wheel 10.got a license 11.started palying football again 12.learned how to play soul calibur 13.learned to play some shit on the guitar 14.rearranged my room 15.created a network 16.chased a choplifter 17.argued a hell of alot 18.slept at home 12 times 19.owned with ry 20.met a whole lot of hot girls 21.partied :) well thats all im writing i got to go everything yo uread here is purely based on jasons own descriptions of events within his own experiences other second hand accounts of such events amy differ. |
| Sunday, July 25th, 2004 |
| 10:53 pm |
i dont think anyone actually reads this stuff. why do i bother writing in here? wait i love you Chernel you too Sarah E. but anwys im tired |
| Friday, July 23rd, 2004 |
| 1:54 pm |
im converting to morman
jk im really not but i am converting to friends only entries so if you want to see my entries from before or new ones youll have to join my friends list. dont worry about it ill let you join so yeh no prbolem. im only going to leave a few other entries up thats not friends only. some of my old ones im converting to friends only so enjoy :) |
| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 |
| 12:42 am |
In the end
things change i dont know things change im am blind things change i dont want to let go things change my heart still says, no things change all is left are goodbyes there are no happy endings dont change yourself for anyone love is an excuse to get hurt in the end, all are goodbyes nothing left to say |
| Monday, July 12th, 2004 |
| 3:29 am |
off
well im off work!!! for a week whooo hooo , shut up assholes im not a drama queen you know that bitch fuck took my doorknob off and tried to take my door off? thats fucked up fuckin mad becuase she cant go snooping in my room. ima throw tacks all ove rmy floor |
| Thursday, June 24th, 2004 |
| 12:01 am |
Dear everyone
Things have not been going very good. Shit everything seems to fall apart for me i really dont knwow hat to do.... i mean fuck look what i got. people who wnat to kill me. friends that dont back me up cept for ry the cool white guy. i mean what the fuck am i suppose to do? shit someone throw me a bone here i need some help with this shit you call life!!! fuck i miss the good years like freshman and most of sophmore year was the best well enough of me remincesing i dont know how to spell that word and i dont fuckling care |
| Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004 |
| 12:52 am |
shitty as usual
today was the biggest piece of crap. all i got to say is it sucked big time. im injured as fuck people are pissing me off peopel are making me mad sad and bad. Im just not having a good day. god really did over look me or soemthing. today wasnt to bad in the start but some bitch fucked me over. my day at least got kinda saved becuase ry and aaron are chillin here. but my hand is busted to fuck and peopel are going to give me hell tomarrow. I got hella cuts and shit all over me hand and its bleeding and my finger is like broken. i could have some better luck if mine was just not so shitty. plus i still having feelings for this one girl. these feelings are just fucking me over i swear. i need something soon iono what it is something to make it all go away heh. |
| Sunday, June 20th, 2004 |
| 1:24 am |
not good
shit fuck. i found out i got a F in webdesign fuckin teacher just wanted to screw me fuckin whore. i deserve a A in that stupid ass class. |
| Wednesday, June 16th, 2004 |
| 12:28 am |
Story Part 1
He walked slowly into the open. His backyard was a open area. The moon eclipsed the sky casting dim light unto the ground. The light hit all kinds of objects casting hideous and striking shadows upon the soft laid grass. He slowly stepped farther out unto the open. The grass squshing unde rhis toes making a soft rustle noise. The light breeze carried the rustle to his ears along wiht another sound. The sound was softer, a hum of soem sort several yards ahead of him. It was hard to hear yet it was deffinatly there. He slowly tread farther into his "backyard", a cautious look upon his face. "Damn i wish i hadnt bought this house.....its in the middle of no where in hte country" he thought to himself. He walked slower as teh breeze flew past his ear carrying the hum again. As quiet as can be he kept walking. Clouds began to move across the sky half covering the moon. Light pierced the clouds, creating an un settling glow. *CRACK* sudeebly a raced by him. he fell back harshly on his back. Clutching the metal pipe in his hand tightly he eased himself up. He felt the presence of something infront of him as the clouds moved fromt he moon. A beast begun to appear. Short no taller then 3 feet. The beast begunt o snarl at him. He backed slowly raiseing his bat. As the moon light revealed its identity to be his dog. "damn mut what the hell you doing out here? your suppose to be inside the house" he whispered. Suddenly the humming caught his ear again, yet this time was different. No breeze carried it. Louder hten ever he heard it near him. As he walked a few paces ahead he saw a small hill. Light was pouring from around it as if a fire was lite on the otehr side. He slowly came to the hill quietly as he could and laid down. He crawled up the hill to see waht laid on the other side. THe humming was louder. He make out the voice of it. The tone soft in his ears and sootheing to his body. He felt the hum enter his body filling his insides with serenity. He tread up the hill slowly hiding behind a bush. The crackle of a fire could be heard no farther then 10 yards away. He took a deep breathe and peered around hte bush to see what had been creating hte hum. A girl sat on a rock near the fire. A girl no older hten him. She looked so familiar to him. Yet he could not determine why. She was beautiful in his eyes with long hair that lay easily on her shoulders. Her eyes were brown yet shine with the fire reflecting off of them. She sat reading a book. She wore nothing special just a robe as if she had just come out of a shower or a lake. The flame echoed light off hte surroundings and giving her hair a brownish red flare. She continued humming asoft tune that carried to his ears. She stopped humming and looked up from her book. She looked of finto the distance into the wilderness. "Hi Jason...." she said as she put her book onto the ground. He stood slowly from behind his cover of the brush."Howd you know i was here...howd you know my name?!?" Jason replied. We have met before and he told me you were here. Suddenly a cloaked figure walked from the shadows. "You have finally come here tonight Jason" the figure said as he reached his hand out openly. "Who are you....?" said Jason. |
| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004 |
| 11:58 pm |
Wow
Some people bitch alot...... well ok maybe i bitch alot? ne ways today sucked ass. it was alright im at rys house right now. but hes chatting with a bunch of poeple online so i am kinda boreeeeeeeeeeddddd. You know i went the the mall today for like an hour and saw so amny hot asian chicks. i motion is this weekend so that where they all must be coming from. man i got to go to that its going to be so awesome its almost impossible to go to a i motion and not hook up with an asian girl i mean theres just hundreds of them thousands of them its crazy. i changed my answering machine today. i got the greatest girl in the world to do it for me. She has a sexy voice :) ;) you know who you are. ill take you out ont hat shopping spree for it ;) anyways the best homie int he world. WEll i guess i havent bitched today really in livejournal. One of rys friends flashed us that was wierd. her boobs were hella big and perky fromw aht i saw. i cant use a s controller and my mom jacked 85 bucks from me but i should be driving by hte end of this month so thats cool. I work alot and get paid alot i might be getting a raise soon. if i can hook up with a azn girl at i motiont hatd be great. those asian girls are awesome they hella appreciate their mans its hella crazy. tehya re like hella loyal. thats what i need is a asian girl you know. for a good real relationship thats worth something more then a two second fling until the next guy. i swear im the most under appreciated guy in the world im thrown out faster a skinned orange. yet im not a damn piece of fruit that you can use and skin and then thrown away. yet anyways i guess things are looking better. my family is hella stupid i swear im the only person in this world with any sense of anything. fuckin prejudice racist bastards all of you. damnit breyette if you are reading this you owe me a call cuz you stopped calling me. and the number you gave me is shotty cuz i asked for you and soem guy picked up and scared hte living shit out of me. awww man yesterday was hella wierd and i got this fat ass headache right now in the left temple on my head. it hella sucks. Dear Chernel and Sarah Evingham how have you guys been? ive been pretty shotty right now. i mean things have been getting better. hahahaha you know lil mexican girl? ive been hella messing with her lol. trying to get her to dump her boy and go out with me ;) its kinda fucked up but its not like peopel havent done it to me. ive been pretty pissed lately too and abusive to my body. i mean i body build alot sleep never. its kinda crazy. Ive been getting hella sick too. i think you owe me moneyfor hte makeup nad food i payed for you!! and sarah thanks for hte hippos butt its awesome i miss your hippos butt swinging in my face. gimme some live journal friends that way i can write nasty shit to them hahahahaha jk jk im just typing for hte fun of it now its kinda fun to type alot hella fast hahaha i tihnk i wanna go get naked and hit ry with my fist thats balled into a fist woww i like typing this is great its hella wierd im typoing hella fast looking at hte keys i dont even know if im tryping still wowowowowow ok ok im gogint o stop now becuase this is getting crazy. |
| Monday, June 14th, 2004 |
| 11:12 pm |
today was pretty cool
dear chernel and anyone else reading this i woke up today and did nothing for hte longest time. it was fuckin great i slept till i coulndt sleep anymore. i havent done that in so long. another good thing is my mom said i can get a credit card. so thats cool also ic an make keys now so thats tight. i will be getting my license in a couple weeks and this girl hella wants to fuck around with me. i dont know if i want to fuck around with her. for some reason i feel kinda bad for thinking about it but hell whats the point of not going to go do it? oo and my friends sister might fuck around with me so thats cool. i mean whats the point of not doing it if hte person you like goes and does it any ways. fuck that shit, fuck love why should i fuckin even bother with "love" what ever the fuck that is. I think i should just be another guy. i mean fuck im missing out on so much shit becuase i decided to love someone. well maybe i should abandon that shit. what is love anyways? i mean its not that i dont love her anymore. i love her so much id take a bullet for her. yet whats the point of loving someone if they dont love you? i mena if they say they do use you and then tell you all this bullshit about how they feel for you meanwhile they are fucking wiht other guys kissing them and making out with them. you know all girls are hte same theyll go with any guy as long as hes better looking then hte last guy and pays attention to them more. well fuck that im breaking hte format. im fucking with every girl. you know today there was this girl in longs and i started singing sugar ray to her becuase the song was on it was fucking funny as fuck and she liked it. i swear i wouldve got her number if my manager didnt come by and tell me to go work. well fuck off to me cuzz im turning mroe into a guy everyday hahahahahaha |
| Sunday, June 13th, 2004 |
| 9:18 pm |
nothin
well today wasnt to bad. i got through work somehow with only 4 hours of sleep. fuckin 9 hours shifts. heh im tired as fuck i tihnk the only reason i lasted was becuase i was wearing my lucky boxers heh. |
| Thursday, June 10th, 2004 |
| 11:08 pm |
at friends house
yeh im at rys house right now. its cool we about to go do some shit. you know what i think i should become a fuckin asshole hahahahaha fuckers |
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